What?

Nothing like a big fat smack in the face to wake you up! Yes, it’s 7 something at night, but I’m still completely adrenaline filled. I got home, cleaned up the house, admired my son’s clean & rearranged room (courtesy of him & his sister) and sat down- feeling like I had paid my dues & deserved some me time.

Brought up my email accounts, brought up the blog, but there is no blog! It’s gone. In it’s place, the dreaded sentence:  “This blog has been archived or suspended for a violation of our Terms of Service.” Nearly 3 years of archived stuff, missing, maybe it’s going to come back, maybe it’s not.

I’ve emailed, but it is Sunday night. I am in dread that someone in/from work found it & that it’s going to hurt me at work. It’s been gone a few hours though & I was at work until 4:30 after all. I feel pretty sure my boss would’ve said something.

Maybe not though. I didn’t even write anything odd, unusual (for me) or scathing. At least, not on the public blog, I was going to rant about my current weight but decided to keep that private so it’s not that either.

I just don’t know. Oh well. I was thinking about changing things anyway. This is not necessarily a bad thing, just unexpected. Not at all welcome, it being a Sunday night, my Tuesday. One of the things I’ve been thinking about changing is being a little more anonymous in general.

At least about work. It’s a weird time in the world today & I’m aware that the world is golf ball sized. Things you would think no one could or would ever see or find online, are right out there & people find you, or things you would prefer they not see.

I suppose I shouldn’t link from my Myspace page any longer either, since I know that some of my co-workers have found me/my blog through that particular portal, the fact that the ex could find me that way is a concern too of course, I’ve never been too nice about him after all & I wouldn’t want him to sue me for defamation of character or anything.

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